unknownfate (
unknownfate) wrote2004-03-29 08:37 pm
Empathy sucks.
I don't know WHY I'm sad. I wasn't two hours ago. I guess I'm just picking up stuff from other people. Empathy is not fun. They say it makes me a better person to be able to feel the pain of others as my own, but I just get sick of it sometimes. I gots troubles of my own, peoples! Let me worry about myself for awhile!
Hmm. Sadness is giving way to annoyance. I'm not sure it's an improvement. But I helped conduct a survey on Saturday, went to a Renn fair on Sunday, and laid around watching MST3K today. And until a short time ago, I was feeling okay about it all.
Maybe I'm just tired and it's catching up to me. Isn't it nice that I'm ignoring my own woes to worry about other people's problems? Despite my own troubles, I get the most sick over the things that happen to other people. Doesn't that mean I'm a good person? Or maybe I'm just a stupid one.
Bleah.
Hmm. Sadness is giving way to annoyance. I'm not sure it's an improvement. But I helped conduct a survey on Saturday, went to a Renn fair on Sunday, and laid around watching MST3K today. And until a short time ago, I was feeling okay about it all.
Maybe I'm just tired and it's catching up to me. Isn't it nice that I'm ignoring my own woes to worry about other people's problems? Despite my own troubles, I get the most sick over the things that happen to other people. Doesn't that mean I'm a good person? Or maybe I'm just a stupid one.
Bleah.